No.393908[Last 50 Posts]
Felt that, seeing how this site is going to go tits up in about 2 months, I thought I'd put this thread up.
It's purpose is to chronicle what's been of our lives since we first became aware of each other's presence back on pchan, and maybe add some thoughts in retrospect. And given the thread title, feel free to be as introspective and self-centered in these stories as you wish.
So, being OP, I figured I'd start off with my life story (since 2010).
Honestly, S1 horses helped me through an unemployment rut I had back from first year uni. That and binging X-men Evolution. Then I entered second year of uni and had my gf. I introduced her to horses and things were alright for a time. Actually it was a year from then that I went into the whole tabletop hobby. That, in its way, helped me retain a network of friends away from home and prevented any undue emotional stress as I fell out with my gf. My application to go into optometry didn't work out, and I had finished my uni degree. Oh, during this time I also tried to apply to med school twice but it kind of fell through
So then I thought about doing it in Colombia. The first semester I was homologued into was a bit rocky as I was adjusting to the environment there, though due to not having histology I was set back to familiar territory. Made a couple of new friends and a handful of acquaintances. It was during this time that I started watching Urusei Yatsura (and tbf, came to understand why people had 2D waifus) on and off, to be finished about 7 months ago. As far as her works go, and judging from Ramna and Inu Yasha, they have a tendency to meander and give blue balls, so as much as I liked UY, I wouldn't watch it again.
The second semester I attended was gangbusters for me, though my friend had to redo almost the whole semester. He's still in school, but we only see each other on Mondays now due to time concerns. Third semester on the other hand, threatened to overwhelm me, mostly with Pathology. While I did pass that course, yet another friend of mine didn't make the cut and currently is staying away for a semester (Luckily I live like 15 mins walking from her, so we meet up whenever time permits).
Had this year's summer at this point, which I mostly spent trying to 100% Ironclad Tactics (which I very nearly finished, save for one particular mission in the European DLC) and finishing Darkest Dungeon. Oh, and getting some boardgame and getting introduced to my mom's new bf. Cool guy with an interesting history, actually.
Currently in the middle of my 4th semester and have started to talk to patients now and starting to write clinical histories (Given that I'm starting though, I'm pretty shit at it as I found out today, lol). A lot more self-teaching from this point on, but on the other hand, the schedule's more free, which is good. My aunt got a stroke at the start of this semester while my other aunt is taking care of her, so that's been shitty, but it looks like she's been making a recovery, save for a hipotensive episode she had on Monday, from which she stabilized.
I also met my goddaughter the sunday prior to my aunt's stroke and talked to her a good bit. Seems she's completely eschewed going into vet or med careers, and into film. Wished it wasn't so, but I respect her choice and in fact, we had a good time just talking about the making of certain films, good films from the past year or so worth watching (with Arrival being one we both agreed was amazing).
And so I find myself here now, at the end of this particular chapter of my history.
-Outside of the race stuff, I kinda realized Xen0 kinda had a bit of a point. Ditto for Vausten.
-Kinda glad to have left Canada when I did. Thankfully, I still have citizenship so I can come visit to toke when Trudeau makes weed legal at the federal level so I can have a reason to visit outside of friends.
-While my gf was indeed holding me back, part of the problem also involved my mom being the second participant in some bizzarre tug-of-war game. Being in a whole other country has given me a lot more rope now.
-Stopped watching horses until S3. After seeing 8ch co mention it again, I figured I should give it a shot since I missed like 4 more seasons. Thoughts, opinions?
-Shouldn't have gotten into GoT. I knew it was going to shit prior to the 20 good men, thing, but I felt like I could have invested into watching the Spectacular Spider-Man instead.
And now feel free to post about your own lives within this context and just see how much (or how little) things have changed for you all.
i like dr doom theme in mvc 3
Best MVC theme imo tho is the Captain's theme in MvC1.
Hey, you were the sometimes depressive anon, right?
Grats on moving ahead in life, we're all going to make it, bruv.
>>393920>Hey, you were the sometimes depressive anon, right?
nope>Grats on moving ahead in life, we're all going to make it, bruv.
Likewise TB. If you want feel free to post your last 7 years of life. I did this as a bit of yelling into the wind, as some sort of closure thing. Wish I could say I would stay in regular contact with you all, but honestly med school's had me in a bit of a bind. Won't be able to contribute much to the discord channel as it is, but I'll PM ya from time to time.
You still work at Disney? How's life then.>>393922
Which anon were you, then?
We had like 5 or 6 anons at one point.
I'm sure you'll find me one way or another.
Nah, working for Satan doesn't have as many perks as one would think. I bailed and am working a more lucrative job. Good news is more dosh, bad news is less time to spend it.
I went from a nobody on here to
A nobody who married a shitposter a lot of people think is serious about his opinions and shitposts but is actually just a chill dude who wants to better himself & go hiking. Oh and had one kid with another on the way.
Hopefully people remember me from this place other than the person who married toiletchan and had a million kids along with a million chickens
Lol. Haha. Ha.
I'll always remember you as the guy who drunkenly harassed people then whined for days when they didn't want to talk to you anymore.
im still cool 😎
Your nephew is due in october ?
…I'm honestly drawing a blank tbh,fam.
I'm sure we must have chatted at one point, and I'm still sincere about you progressing in life. In a way, I made this thread to close one chapter and open another one.>>393932
Nah, you'll always be the New Yawker with a farm who married TC and had kids with him to me.
Speaking of the sod, I thought he went into voice-acting or something, no?>>393935
What's been of your life, Evan? Also, iirc you used to Big Mac post, no?>>393936
What about you, famalam? wazz kicking?>>393938
Hey, I remember you, I think you chatted with Pope and Oatmeal, right?>>393941
Tbf, this past year an a half, I didn't even lurk the discord. And if you thought that was weird, imagine how I felt when Lunachan went down.
What's been of your life, by the by? Iirc, you were one of the big ponychan posters waaaaaaaaaaay back in the day. How are those other communities holding up?>>393952
T U R A N I C M O N G O L I S M S
Te entiendo, parcero.
Sera que chateaste más con Czarrina entonces?
Nunca hable con ella, era de los 2e-popular4 me.
Ademas siempre fui medio outsider en este lugar
Tu has visitado a hispachan?
Tal vez nos podremos vernos ahí cuando sieren este foro?
De cual país suramericano vienes?
No, pero he oido de ella,
Move from a shit hole in Louisiana to a nice area near Denver. Started smoking a shit ton more weed because it's cheaper and I can buy it at a store, currently been sober for about a month and a half and on actual meds for once. Went about three grand in debt, starting to pay it back now, and trying to figure out what the fuck to do with my life now that I'm not just sedated and waiting.
So basically nothing at all.
>2012: World just ended, or so we thought. I was a wee lad in the backwoods of Michigan.
>Lived in a trailer while I took care of my sled dogs and tended to the garden, hiking and camping on the side in the woods that I was king of.
>But in the midst of the night there blew a soft wind on me every night.
>And as the wind blew it whistled these words in the trees
>W-what feel oh mighty forest. What feel are you telling your rightful heir; your king!
>"That feel when… no…..g………..f………."
>and it was that day I realized my mission.
>I was but a mere 17 year old boy back then but even then I knew that feel. That feel was like a cold knife in the back on a chilly winter night. Like a cold glove on your hand, holdless and cold it was only you that it touched.
>I tried to hide the great forest knowledge blessed upon me through acts of racism and yelling at women on the internet. I knew they were all trash, so why did I feel this feel?
>None of them were good enough for me. They were all feminist stacy slut bags that know nothing about culture, tradition, and preserving the white race.
>But then one morning, after a long night of piercing my nose with a knife and drinking until my ulcer pain put me to sleep in tears I woke up and she messaged me.
>The woman who would solve all my problems and excess time.
>We talked for months and after many many nights of conversation I decided this one didn't reak of chad and fish.
>and slowly we talked on TF2, Cinema on Gmod, and even video chatted.
>then I got word on my 18th birthday I got my first raifu, and I still have that bitch to this day. Good rifle.
>and $1300 from my dead grandpa. (rest in peppers Mio dolce nonno.)
>But I decided to use that money and move in with this girly girl to see if we can do something about that feel that haunted me so…
>eventually somefuckinghow I was able to move in and boom we got married, fucked and had kids.
>I also learned some woodworking skills and am a chicken farmer.
>Now I'm gonna become a Cop and police the streets for chads, tyrones, and stacies that are normaning it up in a FEEL ONLY zone.
>I weigh less than I did back then which makes me angry. I work too much to eat enough to get swole and I get SO FUCKING ANGRY ABOUT THIS FUCK
>but yeah my wife was older than me by 3 years and that was really hot because I called her onee-chan.
>Ever watch Oreimo? Basically that shit with some Yosuga no sora sprinkled in.
Shit was SO cash
I'm glad that I married a qt waifu onee-chan like I did. She's really cute and we have really good looking kids just like I thought we would.
Makes me happy.
Also THICC titties dudebros heck yeah
also my kids have blonde hair and blue eyes
HECK YEAH BOIS WHO 1488 HERE
It's been better. Right now I have a job I like that's definitely more enjoyable than my old one. Hours ain't the best but I've grown to like the people there better.
Yeah, I used to post as Big Mac. Still have the folder for the most part untouched for reasons even if I forget I have it unless I look at it.
Nigga I'm going to be real with you, since everyone else either talks shit or just yells at you.
You gotta stop measuring your own personal worth by what other people think. Bitches aint shit, and all this girl is doing is leading you along, especially if you buy her dinner and all that stuff.
I was born with jet black hair, it's golden blonde now
Hair is weird
But to be a hot mess, you must first be hot.
You're just a mess
You're going on dates with a taken girl.
And if she has feelings for you while with a guy, she could have feelings for a guy while with you
You a mess
and she a thot
a thotmess is what this is
and for you to continue is asking for an ass whoopin
an ass whoopin you will not deliver
for she is a thot
and you are a mess
a thotmess is what this is
Nigga listen to E-man and Sky here. You're a side bitch, because she's still with the other guy. If she doesn't want to be with you enough to be with you and not him then you're just trying to convince yourself you matter. This is dumb, and not saying you should feel dumb, but you should feel like you're doing a dumb thing. If you want to get better then don't just mindlessly go along with anything that gets you attention. Shit nigga, respect yourself a bit even if you don't think you matter. You're actively deciding that it's okay to not matter.
i don't know how to not tie my self worth to that
and yeah, she's probably leading me along, but we're friends so i guess it's okay?>>394013
sky, are you the thot patrol?>>394016
i mean, i feel like i'm doing a dumb thing
like indulging my feelings is a bad decision when it won't go anywhere
but like, feelings aside, i at least enjoy being friends with her
like, i feel like this is the sort of cuck thing that y'all would talk about
i've explicitly told her that i'm not trying to make any moves on her and that we're just friends, so we just hang out a lot and such
idk, i don't think i know how to read things
I spot a thot that's all for naught, she can't be caught, she can't be bought, she can't be taught her ways to whore should be naught, therefor no more
A hella thot I do dare say
To be worth, there is no way
A hella thot I do dare see
She's a whore, at least to me
A hella thot, and she's hella fake
stop chasing whores, for fuck sake
That hoe over there
If you're going on dates and talking about her like a romantic interest then it's not just friends. Treat her like any other friend. If she wants more from you but doesn't want to be with you then she's using you, and let's be honest here. From everything you've mentioned about your interactions with anyone you're vaguely attracted to, you'll make up a reason why shit's okay when it's not. If you act like a desperate bitch you're gonna be treated like one.
i'll need to make sure i'm not treating her any differently than normal friends
thankfully i've matured at least a bit since the last time you've heard from me, but i still have a ways to go
trust me, i was worse
it's not like it's impossible for me to have a platonic friendship with her tho, just gotta do that
it's a process
trying to change the way i fundamentally view myself and others is hard
Congolombiano aquí kek. (Dos fotos tomados en el C.C. Santafe cuando estaban promocionando la película de Deadpool).>>393982
At least that sounds like an improvement, tbh.>>393985>only chads, tyrones and stacies>thots entirely absent
What jurisdiction of the police is responsible for thot patrols, TC, and why aren't you joining them?>>393995
That's good fam. What's the work entail? Is it still food service like the old McD job?>>394003
Didn't know you had father issues. What happened, famalam?
Also, you're getting played a bit, but I'm sure other people have covered that by now.>>394013
I knew it.>>394020
You're actively willing to cuck yourself here, man. Please, Pope. You've grown so far from the tryhard I posted with back in 2011. Don't disrespect yourself like this.
I'll let you in on a little something. The need for self-validation can be removed from wanting women to notice you and be applied to the feeling of accomplishment you get from doing something properly. And if you feel like wavering on that, just rub one out. I know that it's been pretty much a failsafe method for me.
Keep up the good work, famalam.
It is, but less dependence on the 'high' standards my former local McD's jumped over. They give you a job, you do it, if you fuck up, they let you know and show you how to do it properly. Keep within that range, you're golden.
I'm still learning shit every day and I'm only three months in thus far. But the really higher ups dig I have a knack for cleaning shit right because of former work I had prior. No less I drive in early to keep Dad off my fucking case.
If there's one thing I've learned working wage slave, it's keeping shit look nice.
he's insanely controlling and is trying to use my struggles with mental health as leverage over me
also he repeatedly expresses that i'm a burden on him
plus his wife is a crazy bitch
thanks for being real with me about the cuck thing tho
i should have more respect for myself
you keep up the good work too
Hung out here when I was energetic, a bit younger and more idealistic, and actually a fun drunk. Didn't even watch pone by the time this offshoot site was made, mostly just hung around Pchan to fuck with people. It was nice to have people from somewhere other than this shitty place I live to actually get along with, and in the weirdest kind of way, even though i've only ever met like 3 or 4 of you, I still consider most of you at least some weird kind of "friend," I don't really know how to explain.
In terms of everyone talking about like their career and anything like that, kind of a dead-end for me and i'm probably not going to end up successful or happy realistically. Not a lot has really changed for me at all, and I am still as lost and aimless as I was 6 years ago. I feel like while most people have only gotten better over the years, i'm getting worse. there's people on this site who have seen me at my worst more than even my closest friends or family so I'll always have memories of this place, even if some of those memories still make me cringe. Some of them are nice, tho. I know it's a stupid thing to romanticise a tiny imageboard, but people don't really get to decide whether it counts or not. I dunno, it's late and I don't really know what to say. I'm happy to have been able to waste a lot of my time with you guys
you also became gay
what happened to that junkie russian guy that faked his death
they were also pretending to be this trans person in florida that kurt was trying to bone iirc
vanished into the ether
My life's been okay. I went to college and got depressed, failed out of college, became NEET, became mostly not depressed, went back to college, and now I'm gonna graduate in like a year and a half.
As for other communities, Ponychan and MLPchan merged, and a new site named Ponyville came into existence because some people felt Ponychan was getting too edgy. (It did have a nasty case of /pol/cancer for a while.)
Also, Lunachan is /luna/ on GETchan now, and most of the activity is centered around Steam Twist, this dude who has like, a really long history of being kinda crazy and saying a bunch of crazy stuff on Ponychan, and here, and on Ponyville.
efchan had the weirdest trolls
one weird guy obsessed with retro games and thread necromanct and a lolicon neo nazi
I went from thinking I would get in on programming to becoming a total fucking weeaboo and started learning Japanese to get into the translation business. I also was using Linux a lot, though with the work I want to do for TechRaptor/RPG Site I decided to start using Windows more often so I can do some video editing.
That girlfriend I had ended poorly, though on the less horrible side, she did kinda fuck over everyone else in her life too. I do feel a little bit lonely without someone to talk to, but in retrospect I wasn't really able to talk with her to begin with.
I want to say I stopped watching pone about halfway through Season 4. Every now and then I think about maybe catching up, but honestly I couldn't care less. You guys are the last link I have with that, and I can't say I've been the most active these last few years, either.
I don't know if I'm in the best position I've been in with my life, but I'm definitely doing better than how I was when I first started posting here. At least, I want to believe that. We'll see what happens to me in the next year, since that should be interesting.
do you still have your vita tho
I've got 2 (3 if you count my hacked PSTV) now.
Get the remastered Patapon.
You don't need to tell me that.
But I do need to tell you that I've had a secret crush on Sky Heart all these years and I never had the guts to tell him until /ef/chan announced its closure.
Don't break Sky's boipussi. I'm sure it's fragile.
If you don't want a farmer's tan, don't wear a shirt.>>394157
just have homosexual sex that isnt meant for reproduction now
It's not sexual love.
Congrats on your upcoming graduation! What degree are you getting?
>/pol/ on ponychan
But seriously I'm gonna need deets on that.
Also is Ponyville basically a hugbox 2.0?
Are there bunker serials there?>>394113
I figured. Britpone was a trixie poster who liked taking it up the arse.>>394112
Don't let yourself get weighed down and ruminate on unproductive thoughts. It's what happened to me back in 2010 and what helped me through it was just grin and bear that initial resistance as you change routine, and as you adjust, let the inertia of setting a new routine take you from there.>>394124
I didn't mind his interest in retro games, but his compulsion to curate those threads even when he would be the sole contributor to them kinda rubbed me the wrong way, tbh.
>>394488>I'm gonna need deets on that.
ponychan got pretty edgy and there were times where the front page was filled with threads copied from /pol/
My 22nd birthday is on Monday… time flies…
It's my last birthday on /ef/.
I'm kind of sad.
Happy Birthday, Toleto!
Thanks! I'm getting a BS in IT. I'm hoping it will make me more employable than I currently am.
>But seriously I'm gonna need deets on that.
There were some anons who loved copy/pasting threads from /pol/ and arguing in favor of purging degenerates, white supremacy, etc., and just being all-around nuisances. It was dumb.
>Also is Ponyville basically a hugbox 2.0?
Basically. I like it tbh.>Are there bunker serials there?
A few, I think HAY is the most active one.
By the way, in case you missed it,https://www.ponychan.net/ef/
>>394631>Ponyville is a hugbox
No offense, but the reason that efchan was even a thing was due to how stifling a hugbox og ponychan was.
You understand, right?
Is Ponychan still a hugbox?
>>394791>Is Ponychan still a hugbox?
/oat/ still is kinda
but /ef/ and /chat/ are not
Yeah you right lol
/chat/ is /pol/ and /leftypol/ sperging at each other forever, technically not a hugbox but also not fun
Ponychan will always be my home
make /chat/ to /dis/, keep ALL polshit there. keep /oat/ the hugbox and /ef/ the grown up fun. boom problems solved.
I think I'll stick to this one.